HelLeahborus
Posts : 13 Join date : 2014-08-31 Age : 29 Location : Manchester, UK
| Subject: A Compilation of Sorts Sun Aug 31, 2014 2:41 pm | |
| Poetry is my thing. I really am incredibly lazy, so for me poetry is a short story shoe-horned into a few stanzas that took 10% of the time to write and is 100% more expressive and interpretable. Not to bag on short stories per se but-to me at least-the less words there are, the less there is to trip up my reader or lead them down wrong turns or suspicious looking back streets. Did I mention that they take less time to write? That is a big selling point right there. Granted it means I have to be much more careful with the words I weave but when the tapestry is just as rich, I feel as though all that slaving away and trawling through thesaurus.com was worth it...but maybe it's just me. Many underestimate my laziness. Now you know the truth. Yaaay for poetry! '(^o^)'Below are a few pieces that I keep close to my heart and would consider finished, however if you want to critique/give feedback then fear not! I will welcome whatever you have to say with open arms. Enjoy! - Unequals:
In one chair sits you, And the other I, Existing as equals, Yet the chasm is wide, You may be at arm's length and we may look alike: Two arms, Two legs, A mouth. But when yours opens, All that's heard is the faint bleating and humdrum of the crowd, Take a look at me; Here I stand proud.
I'll set my tongue loose, Letting knowledge define me, Casting myself adrift on this monotonous grey sea, That drowns even the most seasoned sailors, In bleak unoriginality.
I talk colours, rainbows, stars, Of whom we can be, Not who we are. And this molten passion of mine will spill into the ocean, Consuming untruths in one drastic motion.
Fight. But wield words, Not violence, Until we both gasp for breath, But I will not be silenced.
Oppress me. I dare you. Steal my words, Cut out my tongue, You know you'll never prove me wrong. Feel the sting of your skin as you fell me like oak, But I'll continue to laugh when you think that I've broke.
How funny, Is it not- that you're believed to be best? Yet you cower in the dark, With no one to attest of your 'brave' soul. ...What a peculiar view. What a laughable joke.
Yet you'll still open your mouth, Chirping that same old dirge, Clogging up my ears, Oh! If only you could be unheard. You say we're equal, But is this true? Am I treated the same way as you? Should I be humbled by your decree? Or scoff at this show of blatant inequality?
You give me this spiel 'til you're blue in the face, But why should I hear of this banal disgrace? Go tell the clones, I'm sure they'll all listen to your warped and twisted, poisoned mission. Go preach to the idiots who'll eat your words up, Don't waste them on my ears because I've had enough.
Didn't you hear me? Or maybe I should speak more clearly- is there something you've forgot?
Perhaps that I am different. And that you are not.
- A Lifetime:
Forever is only a lifetime, To you or to I, So how will you spend your time until it's time to die? I'll fill it with that glow that lights my body through. My ambition is to live, What about you?
Too many dreams for a lifetime, Too many dreams for forever, Too many "what if"s and "I could"s, To consider less than one endeavour.
But what if I could condense these lives I want to live, into one single package? Would my life be just as rich? Could I laugh a thousand laughs and love to my heart's content? Could I look back upon my life, when my life is spent? Could I hold what I've gained, in my hands or in my head? Would I be able to dance and clap, or part with my words instead?
Will my forever be enough? There's only one way to see, And so I guess a lifetime, Will be enough for me.
- Cigarette Butt:
My darkened expression reflects off the glassy eyed stare of the girl in front of me, She isn’t moving anymore, She isn’t talking, She isn’t laughing anymore, She won’t breathe in to breathe out anymore, She won’t wake, She won’t stir that black monster inside me anymore, She won’t sink her fangs into my flesh, She won’t love me. She won’t love me anymore. She won’t poison my blood, She won’t fill my veins with blackened tar, I can’t inhale her anymore like she would inhale me, She won’t coil her legs around my middle, Squeeze, Until I gasp and ask for more, She won’t look at me with those deceitful doe eyes, She won’t make anything better anymore. She won’t fill my head with fairies, or wizards or monsters, Now even she disappears like vapour, Leaving sadness and only a little regret. The death of darkness is still a death, Now she lies, dead to me. Is it so bad to want her back, now I’ve realised I can’t see her smile anymore? No- the cigarette butt is lifeless as it was before.
- Breathing:
You'll knock me down, But I'm still here- at least in mind. Though my limbs are numb as you crush my bones. Silent screams, Reverberate around my skull. Immeasurable time stretches into one thin cord. Digging, biting, Anchoring me to the floor.
My hollow chest can't take the weight, It's a simple fact that I must face, As it splinters, cracks, And caves. But at least I'm still breathing, At least I'm still breathing.
The painter of my reality strikes his brush and leaves bare the corner set for fears, Letting the inky blackness seep and consume the rest of his patchwork quilt of colour, Tossing it like a shroud over my shoulders he laughs, Setting my stoop for life.
And so I dangle, suspended, As the noose tightens around my neck, And my tongue swells. I choke on this proverbial existence, Coughing up swathes of muttered glances, Swinging back and forth. I am the exception. My brain's snared shadows constrict my vision, I am the prisoner caged in my own flesh and blood. But at least I'm still breathing, At least I'm still breathing.
Shudders, twitches, Spasms, jolts, I hiccup back into waking life. The switch flicks, The mask falls, and I am left naked- Exposed. This is my reality, This is what I am and what I've always been. But at least I'm still breathing. At least I'm still breathing.
I'm sorry they're all so long ;-;
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